Discovered a few things about myself lately. I have been staying alone for awhile just thinking about life and how it takes twists and turns. What kind of life do I want to live? Today, I was asked to help out in the nursery at church once a month. I don't really like children that much to be honest with you and I told my husband the other day that I don't really want to have children either. Well, on this very day I am thinking that I am pregnant. What's up with that? I kind of hope that I am not pregnant but, don't you think there is a reason why the Lord keeps trying to have me spend time with so many children. Is it to prepare me for being a mother one day? Not sure but, I know that I am precocious about the whole situation.